This is a song I wrote about someone a while ago. If you genuinely care, please ask...I might tell who... And er, if it seems oddly versed, it goes to a tune that's been playing back and forth in my head for a long time...so just trust me, it makes sense. haha.

One day I'll say
that I just cannot live without you
And one day, I'll say,
come with me and tell me you love me too
But one day will never come for me
I know you'll always just walk right past me

I try so hard
but I've realized you'll never see me that way
I'm just that girl who's around but never for real
You turn me away, just say
"hey there" when you see me on the street

So I cry, and move on,
but it still hurts when you walk right by me
Inside, I die, but you never even notice it,
do you?
My life goes on,
but a piece of me will never be the same

As time goes past
it gets better 'till I see your face again
You say, "hey there," and I wave
It all floods right back to me, and I cry
all night, those tears, as though I lost you but I never had you at all

And one day,
I'll die,
never knowing what it's like to have you here
in my arms, and my heart,
just to have you here with me tonight.

i had intended on going up north with my sister this weekend, i was really looking forward to it, but that didn't go through. oh well, i thought, i'll just do something with my friends.

well, all of my friends decided to go home for the weekend...and they didn't even tell me. really makes me feel loved. i went to their rooms last night to see if they wanted to go see red eye and the rocky horror picture show, and they just weren't there. so i ended up going to red eye and rocky horror...by myself. oh so lame, i know.

bah. three consecutive disappointing weekends. it's really getting to me...oh, how i hope next weekend is fun. i'm supposed to go to this show but i don't know how i'm going to get there. i'm rather phobic of taxis, and the bus doesn't go by the place [as far as i know], so...we'll see. i may have to get over my fear of taxis.

but i am getting tickets to the rufio/relient k/mxpx concert coming up in november. yayyyy.

this is not an original post, i stole it from my friend erika. who more likely than not stole it from somewhere else. but it gave me a nice laugh.

10 Reasons Why Gay Marriage is Wrong

1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning.

2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans.

4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were
allowed; the sanctity of Brittany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.

7) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.

9) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

10) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.

(one of the saddest parts about our society is that...these arguements, before the humourous common sense, are the real reasons why people can't accept gay marriages.)

(and they always go "straight"(haha) to No.10...which, funnily enough to me, is probably the last thing a gay couple is thinking about...while the "straight people," who are arguing against gay marriage, seem to be all over it. how interesting.)

repost this if you belive gay marriages should be legal!

i am everso sorry for neglecting my blog....i've been very busy lately! i promise to try harder.